It's been ages

My darling girl
It has been ages since we have spoken
What path have you fallowed to bring you back to my doorstep?

Like a wall piled high with heavy cinderblocks
Doubts, fears, shortcomings
I hit i dead end and had to come back

I see it within you
That shining light
Why can't you just let it guide you?

I am blocked at every turn
hopelessly

by friend or foe
consistantly

Are you sure it is not you who has built this wall
My eternal love?
Precious girl
You have caged yourself

If it were but a cage
just starve the body till it grows thin enough to slip between
No this is far more sturdy a thing.

Beautiful dreamer
shining gilded star
Must every solution involve distruction?

To move on i must leave behind.
To progress i must furst step back

Not so
My lovely
Not so

To move forward you must gain momentum

I haven't the strength

Build your own strength on the shoulder of another