I have not forgotten you deviant art.
I have been ill and unable to produce much of anything.
Still attempting to right myself.
in the meantime, wordpress... the best I can do.
Eyes shedding tears, How can IEyes shedding tearsEyes shedding tears, How can I by ~ExplodyStuff
How can I sleep
Eyes bleeding brine
Onto hand and pillow
Mind treading water in an endless sea of muddled thoughts
I let the hurt go
Fluid forces out all air
I let the pain go
Failing to find an understanding of this tangled cognition
How can I sleep
weepy leaking eyes
Hands that shake
Looking to you with angry thoughts and phrases I do not mean
The words once came so easy
They now elude me
Playing tricks and games inside my head
A skull full of howling ghosts
Arched back and tight shoulders
Where did it go
That feeling I had
When calm washed over me
Before logic took over and became
BottleBefore you talk, before you lie, before you actBottle by ~ExplodyStuff
To me, to the world, on your impulse
Be thoughtful, be truthful, exist
Be careful, be accountable, correlate
Fill yourself on the inside with whatever you see fit
Your inside takes more than a little water to wash out
We cant all be glass bottles.
Turn off the box had forgotten in my rush to not be lonelyTurn off the box by ~ExplodyStuff
The simple enjoyment as music fills my ears
Looking around for entertainment
When all I needed were closed eyes and a song
Turn off the box
Lights dancing on a screen
Voices telling me how to feel and what to think
Letting the brain rest and become soft
Smooth grey matter... how can i have neglected you so?
How can i have held you back from lyrical and musical complexity for so long?
My greatest strength
And I nearly lost you
Pictures of superheros, villains, interactive remote controlled stories...
All that fantasy
We never lived without real experience in the past
How could I have thought it sho